For wrayb

[fj]

I forget the prattle about my teen years I was planning, so here I will do the letter to myself as a teen:

You were right. There was way more to you. You'll get to live it. Not exactly by being a print and runway model while studying for your classes for your double major while in airplanes and backstage, to then become one of ESAs astronauts, but you'll find more to feel and know than you ever thought was possible. As you suspect, you are indeed forcing yourself to be asleep right now to cope with your envirnonment, and you will wake up to a very bright reality.

And the sex will be amazing.